Anaclaraaa's Journals

Gone for almost a month and back for a while

Sorry for not being here answering notes, and comment some photos, videos and shit; for 3 weeeks. Man, i've been really busy, school, puppies, friends, and of course the presidential elections!

I'm super tired, i need some real vacations, oh well, only i have to wait like a month, but then examns, AGH!

ANYWAYS! i'll be answering notes real soon ;)

Yeah, my boobs look great there ;) haha

Latest News.

Jezz, so many things are happening right now

Saturday

2:27 am

Finally the weekend is here; I couldn't ask for anything more right now, I'm tired of school! Classes, test, exams, homework, projects...STOP! I need a break, and besides all of this, after this 20th the "partials" are coming, they're like test but more important... hate them! I need to get myself into a book pronto!

But hey spring is at my sunny beautiful sky at days, and nights aren't that cold! Pretty soon I'll be enjoying summer, and hope that in January I can make a little trip outside Montevideo... I'm thinking Punta Del Diablo, it's beautiful there, but I'll see...

And I cannot wait for the president elections, they're this next 25th! I'm voting for the second time, first one was earlier this year. And I had to vote for the candidate to run for president in Uruguay. Now this next 25th it's going to be so fucking exciting. I'm voting for an excellent person, who's going to make Uruguay even (thanks to the government by Tabaré Vasquez who's running now the country) a better place to live. Keep this on your mind Frente Amplio's second government are happening in this elections, and really I want you guys to remember this name to then hear it over the news José Alberto Mujica, mostly known as Pepe Mujica, because that my friends, is the next president of Uruguay!

Pepe Mujica

2:32 am

I'm freaking tired and can't go to sleep. Let me tell you the latest news at my life. So my beautiful dog N'kara that's 7 years old has become an admirable mother of 4 amazing beautiful puppies, they're just too perfect! Oh my only two days old and they got all this big and really strong. Ok, so the thing is that N'kara got difficulties, this morning my mom woke me up at 7 am to let me know that they were taking her to the emergency because she had been acting really strange. I was freaking out at that moment. I got up and take care at the puppies while my parents toke N'kara. After half an hour I called my mom over her cell to know what was going on. The thing is N'kara still had two dogs inside, sadly they couldn't make it.

The decision was operation. I went to school, and when I got home, she was still at the vet. Seriously I was freaking sad, then like 5 hours later I could saw her she look so down, it totally shock me completely. But now she's totally fine thanks I don't know what, she's doing amazing, such a stronger dog, lover her! And besides and amazing mom keeping herself good to raise those little babies! I can't ask for a better dog/heart sister, ha-ha.

2:41 am

I'm so happy like heading back here, I missed all of you, and thank you for remembered me! Ha-ha .All of you are hell cute, and so good/awesome with me! Thanks for the welcome back!

Hope you all have an amazing fun party party party weekend!

And party hard! Ha

It feels so good to be back!

Have to say, don't know what happened to me, I quit buzznet for so long. Maybe i needed a little break, which took more than i expect it!

I missed this place so much, and besides I left FOE as well, and then got this crazy mail from Buzznet that FOE was moving or something, but that never happened, can someone actually explain me that, please?

My head is a mess; I missed so many things that happened over here, and getting back feels like I'm new all over again.

As well I miss talking to all my buzznet/foe buddies, I feel like when I leave them a note or something that they will not recognized me, or they forget about who I am... I'm such a dumb, ha-ha, but it's true.

Hope someone reads this journal... Never buzznet felt so lonely.

And indeed it feels good to be back on track.

PS: I think is facebook's fault that i left! haha

Im Back!

Hey sweethearts! im back from my vacations, and have to say that i had a magnificent time! Didn't missed you that much...well i did. But this time i was still on contact threw twitter and facebook thanks to my father celphone with internet wii =)

Pretty much the first week of vacations on Las Flores were sunny and hot, i was on the beach almost all day listening to music, writing, swiming, eating...bahaha xD I was lucky because the beach where in front of the house, so i didnt' have to walk that much! Second week...at first sunny...but then, rain and rain and rain, like two days! BUT i wasn't mad it all, because we really needed, and we still need rainy days in Uruguay! but at the end i had a lifetime with my family and my best friend! ohh and NOT forget my pets, that are like my siblings! haha...seriously! U.U

So i hope that everybody didn't missed me that much! (HAHAHA im Kidding!!) im the one who misses you like nots! So im super duper hiper glad that im back! Love you, yes...you...you know who you are...my santi cutie! ^^

I toke some sweet photos on the trip, that im going to upload some here and some later! My father told me that if im a good girl, he buy me my own camara, because he thoguht that i was good at it....i don't know about it, but i love taking pictures!

Love you guys, stay tune for more photos!

Thanks for always making my day! <3

AC says: READ THIS IMPORTANT SHIT!

Hey my adorable buzznet/foe santi cuties! how are you been?

Im so sorry i haven't answering some notes...i been fucking lazy and getting ready for -FINALLY- my summer vacations, that i have been wating for a fucking year! Im leaving again to Las Flores, in Uruguay, beautiful place! i wish i can bring all of you with me, but no internet there...so two weeks in nature is cool, but not so cool with out you, im going to miss you so much!

I get back at the end of this month, and then i got two exams next moth..."what a life i have!" ha, then school...life..etc. ANYWAY, im going to be soooo lost when i get back at here, so please please let me know how's life for all of you, i really want to know what you guys have been up to when im gone!

And i would really apreciate of those who can help me when i come back with some -of you know- favorite news bands, i know only two weeks, it's not soooo long time, but a lot of things can happend in two fucking weeks! haha hope i don't miss big things!

SO, already missing you...i won't be answering my buzznet notes, so if you want to talk add me on facebook or myspace, i'll be there for sure until this friday:

www.facebook.com (name you can find me as one and only: Ana Clara Ferrando)

www.myspace.com/xanaclarax

Oh by the way, i don't think i`ll be available to meet fucking Gabe, haha, love the dude, but why is he in Punta del Este (east of Uruguay) having patry after party ( a friend of mine that has a friend, that is friend of Gabe told me that he was seen in a club) and im standing in Montevideo (south of Uruguay) playing boring with a shirt that me and my friend Mak did for him...and nothing! Well at least he is having fun, he so deserve some rest, so at the end im happy for him! Still i want to have the chance to meet him in person! and give him the shirt....that btw...it's fucking sweet, is an uruguayan -soccer/futbool- shirt that says Uruguay in the front (DUHH) and in the back on the top says Saporta and at the bottom "kiss my uruguayan sass" hilarious i know XD i think he might love it!

Sorry for the radom fact, i just wanted to share it with all of you...

Well, i think that's it...oh wait, last thing, my list of friends that im going to miss the most! (haha it's like im leaving for a year or something, now you can see how much i'll be missing you guys!) Here it goes:

-Christina and Elena (my two favorite beautiful German girls!)

-Makiiiii, duh... but we always got Piriapolis and text messages! ^^

-NAT!!! =D

-Alexandriaaaaaaa <3

-Amazing Epic Autumn and Awesome Energetic Liana! haha

-My boys: Kyle, Yonis, Peter - the king - and Pete, ha (L)

-My child, my beautiful amazing daugther Javiiiera <3

...And then this awesome sweethearts that you should add as friend:...

iamyourguiltypleasure

panicatthefalloutboyacademyis

gracemariee

That's it i guess...take care, be happy, love you cuties

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAVI!! â™¥

JAVIERA:

HAPPY BIRTHDAT SWEETHEART!!!

HOPE YOU LIKE THIS...I WISH I COULD GET YOU A BETTER PRESENT

I ADOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU MY CHILD! HAHA

I WISH YOU THE BEST FOR THIS DAY AND ALWAYS

LOVE, MOM

Four Reasons To Break a Heart (Part 2)

HEAD VS. HEART

Four Reasons to Break a Heart

-um, iâ�¦iâ�¦I, umâ�¦

-what? Haha, I spend the whole day in this roof, with the sun hitting in my face, trying to put in the right spot all of this red roses that I bought for you, because I know that you love them, that they are your favorite flower, that it representâ�™s love, the love that I fell for you, and all you have to say is that?

-I, Mike, iâ�¦

-So well, I see the hundred of roses didnâ�™t worked. Letâ�™s move to this maybe, I choose this beautiful night, because I know that you love stars, but in this part of the world we donâ�™t have that much as you have in your country, so I bought this Christmas lights so they can represent the starts that are missing, the stars that covered your sky since you were littleâ�¦the same ones that make you dream about your fantasy world that your sharing with me, and is my favorite place in the world, because I love you?

I was still on mute, because with every word that came out of his mouth, I was more and more shock, trying to realize what I was living.

-I see, didnâ�™t work either, okâ�¦umâ�¦oh I got it, maybe I can get you to say something, with this beautiful table that haves a candle on the center, with this delicious food that Iâ�¦my dearâ�¦I did!

I laughed

-haha well at least I got that, letâ�™s continueâ�¦ohh yes this delicious food, that I spend almost the whole morning since your left cooking, because I know that you HATE, yes you hate to cook, because you always burn things and you donâ�™t have the patient for it, so you always ask me to do it, and when you decide to make something, at the end it taste nasty, but I pretend to like it, because I know that you were all day trying to please me, because I know you love me as I love you? Maybe?

Still on mute but with a smile on my face, because I wanted it to still hear of what he have done, it was too beautiful for not hearing it.

-okâ�¦this is my last chance, since from all of what I said I only got one laugh and this pretty smile! Now he put a serious but nervous face. I did this because is the way to show you that I love you since the first day I met you, since our first look in the eyesâ�¦since our first talkedâ�¦and yes, since out first date, that date, is unforgettable, because we both know that I won your heart that dayâ�¦My eyes were almost full of tears. And even today you are carrying my heart because you know that you own it, and I would never take it away from youâ�¦because is yours, and you are the only person that knows how to treat it, how to love it. So I did this to remind us our first date, that it was on a beach, but I canâ�™t bring the beach on my building roof soâ�¦he went to a little table where this stereo was standingâ�¦I bought this cd with beaches sounds all over it so we can fell like we are â�œyoungâ� and first in love againâ�¦because I want this relationship to last, because this definitely isnâ�™t something for one day, this is foreverâ�¦he start to get more close to me, until he was in front of my eyesâ�¦so what do you say?

-Iâ�¦you were pretending all those times that I cook for you? I said laughing and crying as he was laughing too caressing my cheek and removing the tears of it.

-Thatâ�™s all you have to say, am I have to start to explain this all over again? He answered

-Iâ�¦I wish I can say more, I wish I can express all of the love that you show me right back at you. I said between sighs and un-looking in the eyes, he know that I was about to say somethingâ�¦I know that I was about to tell everything, the moment was here, I couldnâ�™t accept what he did with this secret growing inside of me. It was timeâ�¦Mikeâ�¦

-Yes?? He said curious

-I got to tell you something. I told him looking straight into his eyes, this was no lie time, this was the truth, I was about to break his heart, my heart, us. I was taking the opportunity that someoneâ�¦that someone give me yesterday. Because I canâ�™t continue this night pretending that everything is perfect

-I thought that everything was now

-It isnâ�™t, so here it goes, I canâ�™t keep this anymore, I canâ�™t keep this away from youâ�¦I was about to tell him, but he shot my mouth putting a finger on itâ�¦

-Donâ�™tâ�¦I look at him. Not tonightâ�¦

Four Reasons to Break a Heart (Part 1)

so...hehe, i been busy this time, but seriously with school, but now that is over, i'll be more busy cause i have to exams coming on december, so SORRY about puting this late again, AND because im not going to be too much on buzznet, so notes are going to be answer late again, love you (you know who you are) my santi cuties friends, ENJOY! =)

HEAD VS. HEART

Four Reasons to Break a Heart

Night arrived early that I thought. Iâ�™m the kind of person that keeps a promise, and makes reality her words. No, I never promise to say the truth to Mike, but I knew that the moment was coming, and somehow the words that I keep in secret were going to come out and live in the reality. That night, I didnâ�™t know if was the right night to start a new chapter in my life.

-Yes? I said when I pick up my cell phone

-Where are you babe? I heard an anxious voice from the other side

-Iâ�™m right there sweetie.

-Ok, hurry Iâ�™m bored!!

-Haha, aww well wait just 5 min, ok?

-All right Iâ�™ll try. Then I heard a suffering voice

-Ok, got to hang up Mike Iâ�™m driving

-I love you, bye. There you goâ�¦the three normal words that now are uncomfortable for me

-Me too, see ya. I still donâ�™t know if at that moment I really meant it

â�¦

I was there, on Mikeâ�™s apartment. I parked the car over the garage, and stay a few minutes inside of it, thinking *Iâ�™m going to have a great night, no matter what*, then I walk inside the building, went to the elevator, press 5th floor. I can remember how afraid I was even more when the elevator was going up and up and more close to Mike. When it finally stopped, I keep myself in it, again, for a few minutes. Then I was in front of his door, looking straight to that number 5 on it, I didnâ�™t have the guts to knock on the door. I stare to the floor choosing, maybe, I donâ�™t know, maybe it was time to put an end of what I was living, or maybe this end was going to finish with this relationship that Mike and I build for a long time. I didnâ�™t know what to expect when that door opened, what I was sure of, is that the future was in front of me, waiting for being living by me. At the end I decide to tell the true, the moment was indeed here, as I was so secure I toke a deep breath, and knock the door.

The door opened, I saw Mike, he looked so handsome, I was so scared, but I tried not to show it in my face, besides that I loved how he looked.

-Hey babe, you look beautiful. He said as he toke me by my waist and kissed me

-WOW. I said as I open my eyes and smiled. Hiâ�¦I was about to let myself in into the apartment like always, when Mike stop me.

-Wait! he said and toke my from the waist stopping me, then he turn me around threw the door, pushing me outside

-what are you doing? I was so confused about the situation. I canâ�™t stay in your apartment anymore?

-NO, yesâ�¦um, well not now, because we are not going to stay here, we are going somewhere else.

-Where? I thought the plan was staying home and watch a movie! (?)

-well, not exactlyâ�¦he said

-what do you mean, weâ�™re going out?

-yeah you can say thatâ�¦

-Okâ�¦I looked at him with a â�“what-are-you-planning face

-All right, come here. I moved next to him really anxious about what was going on. Now close your eyes

-What??

-Close your eyes! He answered

-Why? I ask again

-Just close them, for me

-ok, but where are we going?

-Is a surpriseâ�¦

-But... he taped my mouth with his hand

-Shhhh, donâ�™t talk! He laughed

-Ok. I tried to say with my mouth closed

We went outside of the apartment, he closed the door, we were on the hall. He walked me into the elevator. Inside he press a button, I felt that we were going up.

-Weâ�™re going up?

-When I said Shhh it means that you have to keep yourself quit!

-Ok ok, Iâ�™m just confused!

The elevator stopped, now he put a hand on my waist and the other one on my eyes making sure I wasnâ�™t going to cheat or anything. I was really nervous, like I said I didnâ�™t know what to expect when the door opened, I was right, because I didnâ�™t know what was going to happened next!

-Ok, ready? He ask

-Um, no!

-really?

-Mike, im ready like half an hour ago! Can I look now?

-Ok, but are you seriously ready?

-Hun if swear of god that if you donâ�™tâ�¦

-Ehh, you donâ�™t believe in god! He correct me

-ok, you got me on that one, I thought you wouldnâ�™t note is

-Well i did, I like to note people, im an observer

-haha, yes you are my dear, yes you are

-WAIT! He yelled. Thatâ�™s not the point!

-No?

-NO, so fuck it, are you ready or not?

-YES I AM! TAKE YOUR HAND OUT OF MY FACE! I said as I was fighting to take it off

-Wait a minute, wait wait! He still was fighting to not let me see. I worked all night for this, so when you look at it, I want it to be special!

-OH, well im sorryâ�¦can I look now sweetheart? I put a fake innocent voice

-Ha, funny! Im serious!

-Me too, and im boring as well, because like im trying to find what going on since 10 minutes ago!

-wow, youâ�™re right, this is it, are you ready! He sound decide

-*sigh* yes Mike, im ready!

At the same time my mouth pronounce the last word, Mike toke his hand off my view, my eyes opened slowly and then when they were allowed too see the world, those eyes couldnâ�™t believe what they were capturing. I thought it was my imagination at first, so I try to erase the view, but it was impossible, the same image that my eyes saw was still there making me feel empty, out of words, in shock, didnâ�™t know what to do, didnâ�™t know what to say. My brain frizz my whole body, my mouth was shot, and my heartâ�¦my heart was pumping more blood than ever.

-So, what you think?

Time To Choose

Ok so, first, im so sorry for posting this late, i mean it has been a lot since i didn't update this...i been lazy ummm i mean BUSY! yes i been pretty busy! so hope you like this part, it took me a lot of time!

Head Vs Heart

Time To Choose

Monday. Eyes wide open, starring at the roof. I was stretching myself as I saw Mikeâ�™s arm around my stomach. I turned to see him, his head was resting at his pillow at the same time his lips were meeting softly my shoulder. I smiled, I couldnâ�™t resist the adorable moment. I carefully toke his arm and put it away and got up. I went to the bathroom and wash my face, then I look at the mirror, I watched deep into my eyes and sighed thinking *what are you doing Ana Clara, what the fuck are you doing?* My head was invading me again. Winning the battle maybe? I donâ�™t think so, I didnâ�™t let him do that, I just avoid the thought. I felt his hands around my wait and he started to kiss my neck, I looked at the mirror again and watched him doing that.

-Hey babe. He said with a croaky voice.

-Hey. I turned around and kiss him

-Did you sleep well?

-Yes I did, after the night I had I really needed it.

-Really? He asks with a seductive look. He was thinking of us, about the great moment we had after Gabeâ�™s party, but I wasnâ�™t talking about that, the real meaning of the answer was about â�œhimâ�. I was thinking about himâ�¦damn it, I was thinking that today I was going to forget my problems, but no, the heart attack with his best weapon.

-Yes, really. I lied, I avoid the opportunity that he give me to tell Mike the true, I know that the time for doing it was coming. But I knew that it wasnâ�™t the right moment.

-Do you want to repeat it? His face got closed to mine and our lips met again.

-Umm... I said between kisses. Not really. I push him away

-WHY NOT? He ask with puppy eyes

-Because I got to go, I need to talk to Mak. I was escaping, but I really needed to see her, and also, I couldnâ�™t do it, be with Mike when Iâ�™m thinking about someone elseâ�¦

-Ahhhâ�¦He looked sad

-Donâ�™t worry, we can go out tonight, if you want (?)

-Really?

-Yes, and we can be alone. I answered graving his shirt as I push him close to me.

-Uhhh I like that. We kissed once again, and he tried one more time

-Mikeâ�¦I got to goâ�¦

-All right, Iâ�™ll be in the kitchen making breakfast

-Ok

He left the room, I thought that I was safe, but three words that came from his mouth invade me before he leaved, those words make me fell horrible in a way, making me feel like the most horrible person.

-I love you

I couldnâ�™t say anything, I was on mute, why? I love him, I love him so much, I do, but, I donâ�™t know, I just couldnâ�™t say it, I didnâ�™t answer, I just felt like shit. Those words were familiar to me, because we already said them to each other before, but this time was different, this someone was in the middle of us, making me being confused about the life that I used to live. The normal things are not more normal, and I think that after this goes by, nothing is going to be the same, I donâ�™t know how this is going to end, if I would have a happy end or a sad one, and also is this possibility that this never ends. Saying the true was the beginning of the end I think.

â�¦

-Hola Hermosa. I said when i saw Mak coming into the restaurant

-YO! Hey Hun! She answered as she came to the table

-HUG!? I asked

-What? Hell yeah!!

-Hahaha I miss you. I said smiling

-ok okâ�¦AC let me go, I canâ�™t breathe! Haha. It seems that I really needed a hug from a friend

-Soâ�¦Mak said setting down. How are you?

-Iâ�™m i iâ�¦..Iâ�™m ok. How about you?

-Iâ�™mâ�¦.letâ�™s seeâ�¦Iâ�™m AWESOME! Mak said almost screaming her heart out

-HAHAHAA. Am I seeing an in love girl?

-Umm, maybeâ�¦

-But seriously are you in love with Michael? I mean tell me the story how it happened!? I didnâ�™t resist, I want to knew it all, even the detailsâ�¦ok...No the details no, thatâ�™s gross! Haha

-Ok, so, like four weeks ago he asks me on a date, and I wasâ�¦

-WHAT? I cut her off. WHY DIDNâ�™T YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LITTLE BITC...

-HEY! LET ME TALK!

-Sorry ok, go on

-Thank you! So as I was saying beforeâ�¦ She looked at me with an oh-you-donâ�™t-even-try-to-shut-me-up-again. He asked me on a date and I was surprise about it, well, I never told you this but I really liked him since a lot of timeâ�¦so

-WHAT DA FUCK! I said

-AC! SERIOUSLY IF YOU WANT TO KNOW, SHUT UP AND LET ME TALK!

-All rightâ�¦sorry again, keep talking

-OK! So I was saying, that I was surprise about it, I didnâ�™t expected that from him, well ok, maybe I did, in a lot of times I saw him watching at me, like spying it was really cute, but I never thought that he umm I donâ�™t know, like me! So I said yes, we went to the movies, we set on the last row which was empty, as we were waiting for the movie to started we talked about music, movies, and you know the kind of stuff you ask in a date. But then the movie started and I realize that the place was dead

-Thatâ�™s weird! Ohh sorry

-I know, haha, itâ�™s ok! So when I saw that I told him that, and he said â�œwow yeah, well maybe we are the only two dummies that are interesting to watch this movieâ�

-HAHAHAA! Wait what movie did you guys watched?

-Donâ�™t laugh!

-I wonâ�™t! I said

-Seriously!

-YES MAK TELL ME, I WONâ�™T LAUGH I PROMISE!

-ok, we were watching the Chronicles of Narnia 2

-wait? Are you for real! Hahaa opss! She punch me on my arm. OUCH! That hurt

-you promise you wouldnâ�™t laugh!

-Iâ�™m not laughing about it, I mean I LOVE that movie.

-YEAH! Me too. She said with a happy face

-Hahah so continue the story!

-So, the movie started and like for 30 min and no soul appear there, then he put his arm around my shoulders with the typical thing like â�œoh look Iâ�™m so tired, now Iâ�™m going to stretch myself and then put my arm on your shoulders because I donâ�™t know where else to put itâ�

-ohh dear, ahahaha! And then?

-I know, it was so fucking adorable, so I played dumb! So we were watching the movie, that by the way, Ben Barnes is so damn hot, like...wow the hottest person alive, well for me, I donâ�™t know if you feel the same, and Is probably millions of person who think he is hot, and I also know, that like he is not the only hottest in the world, but hey, I mean how can I resist to that guy, like he has the perfect eyes, the perfect lips, the face, the hair, WOW is it hot in here or is just me? Like I donâ�™t know is like Ben makes me fell so damn hot, well he is damn hot, so why not andâ�¦

-MAK STOP IT!!

-Oh sorry!

-Can you please please finish telling me the date! I ask with a petty look

-Yes im so sorry, I donâ�™t know what just happened to me! So after we watched the movie, we went to the beach, we were both barefoot, felling the sand between our fingers, it was pretty sweet! So then he covered my eyes and makes me walk a little bit, when he finally let me see what was going on, my eyes couldnâ�™t believe it, he made a romantic dinner on the sand there were candles everywhere..

-AWWWWWWWW Iâ�™m dying over here!!

-Hahaa, so we were eating and I mentioned how weird it was the the movie theater was empty and he said that it was because of him! And I was like â�œwhat?â� he said that he pay for all the tickets that night so no one can bother us!

-NO WAY! Thatâ�™s so freaking adorable! I canâ�™t believe it, are we talking about the same dude!?

-YES! So let me finish, we had a really romantic dinner, then we walked on the shore holding hands, looking into the stars, it was a beautiful night. And then I was talking about the movie, and how much fun I was having on the date, so he stop me and push me close to himâ�¦

-Noooo! I put my best OH-MY-GOD face

-Yes! And he kissed me, it was so so so romantic and perfect, such a magnificent night!

-Awwwwww Maki m so happy for both of you!

-Thank you, Iâ�™m really happy too! She said with a big smile on her face as her eyes were sparkling. Got to admit that I was jealous, jealous of my own friend, I wanted what she had. The free part without problems, I want to be free of them, I want to be happy, I donâ�™t want a mess head and a corky heart for someone else that wasnâ�™t Mike. I want to love and be loved. I realized that I already have that, but I still was jealous, I donâ�™t know why, maybe I wasnâ�™t jealous, maybe I was uncomfortable about the situation, why not! I canâ�™t be with my boyfriend without thinking about other guy. I want to be with one man, it sound easy in my mind, but then I saw something that I never thought about it before, it was time to choose. I needed to choose between the life that I used to live or a new one.

How sweet is this!?

I know i know....you are indeed going to kill me Mak....but HEY you know that im a sucka...and i don't give a shit! So...here we go...FINALLY im going to post something that she wrote a long time ago, and that i really really love! Ladies and Gentlemans check this out:

Mikeâ�™s POV.

I walked to the curtain-blinded window and opened it a slight bit. I took a cigarette out of the package and placed it between my lips.

I coughed silently, and stared out into the dawn.

I glanced at the clock on the bedside table, and then to the beautiful brunette who layed between the sheets, tightly holding the pillow I had left beside her, in my bodyâ�™s place, before getting up.

I put the cigarette down on the ash tray, and softly pulled the pillow away from her. She stretched and opened on eye.

-Hmmmmmmmm?

-Good morning, sweetie.

-What time is it?

-7:12.

-What is wrong with you? Come back to bed!

-AC, you know that if I wake up then I canâ�™t fall asleep again.

-I didnâ�™t mean sleeping! Keep me company!

-Oh, all right!-I crowled into bed and got myself on top of her.

I pressed my lips to hers, then worked my way down. She placed her hand around my neck and whirled, she getting over me.

-We havenâ�™t snuggled in a while, have we?-She asked.

-No, youâ�™re right. But itâ�™s not what you want to do now, is it?

I left my mouth opened a bit, inviting her. She placed her pointing finger on my lower lip, making me open my mouth even more.

Then she got her legs each on one side of my body, her right hand on my messed up hair, and her left one sliding down my chest, while her tongue playfully got through my lips and into my throat.

-*cough* Mike, youâ�™re just wearing your boxers!

-I thought you had already noticed.

I whirled back and placed myself on top of her, as she took out the only piece of clothing I had left on me.

ACâ�™s POV.

-We so have a problem.-I whispered into his ear, then licking his earlobe.

-You think?... We canâ�™t stop, can we?-.I laughed.

-Yeah, we canâ�™t.

BIIIIPP!

Someone was buzzing the button from the buildingâ�™s door.

-Who is it?-I asked.

-Itâ�™s us.-An accented voice replied...

-Come in.-I walked to the bed again.-Itâ�™s Mak and Michael. Get dressed, hon.